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Tumblr seems so so so cool!!!! i might just fly over…. I’ll still staay on for how long is the question

And life goes on…

Well it’s been a rather long time since I blogged. It’s my second week of school things are moving at the blink of an eye. Hard to really gasp on. You see things change alot.
I had a really fun week though. Minus all the school work. Serious this industry is meant for the wall hearted & two-headed snakes.
On a lighter note:
Met sam ystd! Yay!!!! Lols it’s been a long time… Okay I don’t have much to say I’ll resign with photos of ystd.

First Day at School.

WOW… I think I feeling the sense of boring lectures again…  Trying to keep my attention together in class… Not FB…

well for one thing though…. DRAMA PROD i can sleep:) hahahahahahahahahahahahaha! it’s my acting class or something.

Today had lunch with the cambos.

I’m really annoyed with someone… A person who’s ego is too large for him/herself. If this keeps going on then seriously I cannot just keep apologizing for your mistakes you know. Maybe you are fine without close friends but for all time sake that you have once acknowledged me as such, I cannot. So, I’m trying but it just keeps getting harder each day. You are a classic example of a person in denial. You never apologize. You never forgive. You never explain. You are a person for yourself. You think what you are doing is right and no one I mean NO ONE can question you. Then why do you question me? It just seems so hypocritical. Like you facade with all this talk about being so morally upright but you pretty much aren’t in any position to tell another. You seem like you care for me but now it all is just so questionable. I cannot explain myself to you. I cannot ask you questions. You straight away point the gun at me. I’m now confused. You seem so caring  but you are so ruthless to someone’s tears and pleas. So, which one is the facade? The good one with the bad one surfacing or the bad one with the good one over powering. I hope it’s the second one because if it were the first trust me; TRUST ME. I won’t have bother this much time with you because you’d be a caliber of a person in which I don’t even want to have relaions with let alone friendship.

You are so extremely double standard. You tell me one thing but you do it back to me? There was this once you were so angry that I didn’t respond to your phone calls but now you do that to me? Seriously? Come on… Humph…. I’m just so tired… AND if you think the people you are close to are close to you think again. I hear more about you then you do about yourself. People actually hate you or stay in a safe distance. They see you like a wild ZOO ANIMAL. NO one likes you for the way you are. I kept telling them that they were wrong. BUT this seems like the time with the DOG attacking it’s master. The person who has be caring and nuturing towards you for so long you forget and just keep going. You look at your social circle and reflect and then you will know.

Even as it is now, i’m rambling in which i would know you’d never read elsewise there’d be war but I’m doing it out of concern but i just cannot talk to you about it…. It just doesn’t get thru your thick skull! you think women/men are all you want…. look where you go in life. Actually, congrats I have no other like you in my social circle… you don’t even care about your own education I have to do the caring for you. Sick and tired of this shit. I’m gonna say ta-ta if you simply refuse to wake up!

WOW….. I FELT GOOD!

OKAY… That’s all for today.. leaving with a good memory…

After deepavali

Today was an awesome day as always

I was damn disheartened though that My best friends really didn’t spend much time:)

I was happy with the close friends that i am so close to CAMBODIZED!

We woke up at like 1PM and then ate spicy food again and then when to catch pendorum!

I am very happy to have the very good friends who i know you would catch my back.

SMARKERS, SYNDRIS, JESSICA!

Deepavali

Today was deepavali! Well it was like really fun:) Got my awesome new clothes. My awesome new friends were around making things merry.

Addie, Adin, Shery, Son, Syndris, Daniel, Phoebe, Sameema, Shah, Nina, Zi Jing all of them came:) AND my indian WIFE

MY indian Bride (Jessican)

MARKERS

SIN are staying over

It’s so much fun.

TO all my exes… Why you all so busturd to me?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!? I can vomit blood spasm and die:(

Bangkit!

Yesterday went to meet up with my child and addie! Haha…

Seriously was a hell of a time…. Laughing most of the time. Those two are really a lot of fun. It’s either they ganging on me or me solo them or me and joel against addie ot me and addie against joel okay my point made.

Then I met up with Sameema and Phoebe… A brief “lunch”.

Michelle, Daryl, Mei yan & Hong Cerh met up with me at town:) They are another hell of a bunch

Michelle: Hush puppy

Daryl: Tamilizan

Mei Yan: FBT

Hong Cerh: Fails

so for today… I’m now at the loft having day 0 of camp

Johore Bahru

Johore Bahru was like the nice only!!!!

Today was supercalafagalisticexpiyaladous! It was so much fun. I met with Jessica, Syndris, Joel, Samuel and Addie we had like a super cool trip down to Malaysia. Okay wait technically it’s up to Malaysia.

List of things we did:

Vivo lunch

Window shopping

Movie

Bought the stuff we window shopped for

Japanese Nippon dinner

In like this time we had so much fun AND it’s safe!!!! lols City Square is Also Known As The Singaporean Shopping Centre for a reason I really couldn’t tell time was flying we were suppose to be back by 730pm I only reached home at 1030pm!! It was a really good trip… Planning for another one soon:))

Mr. L

So what does it really mean when you say, “I want you L but I just don’t know how to go about it”?

This relationship business really screws with my mind BUT because I’m a changed person I’m not going to be emotional in this blog. It’s just very thought provoking to think that she still wants you but feels happier this way. It’s very much like saying I hate spicy food but I’ll eat it? (sorry about the weird food analogy). How can it be that you don’t want this and you feel happier this way yet, you at the bottom of your heart want to be with me. All of my hair will drop pondering.

I just how no matter what you do you’ll happy. I’m very sure that there will be no us anymore…

Phuture

WOW yesterday was so crazy!…

Well I went to Johore with my family for Dewali Shopping. It was good stuff. I shopped in Factory Outlet Store. Got really good clothes. We reached at about like 3pm then got home about 830pm.

THEN…

I met Sheryl, Mannan, Daniel Laksana, Wei Jian, Val and their friends… It was a hell of a night out there. I don’t really know what happened though I was too crazy to think I doubt I can find any photos of yesterday night so I shall resign with a random.

Home

Well… So I’m finally home

Cambodia was a bitter-sweet experience… I learnt a lot of valuable lessons like how you believe you can run away in a great escape leaving you intangible problems behind the fact that they are intangible they follow. It’s highly annoying… But then it makes you a better man because you face it. whether is the good way or not:) I’ve learnt who are my goods and my bads. Some people are just around you like bystanders that doesn’t mean that they are friends. It would be foolish for you to depend on them. It ’s much like depending on thin air of physical support.

I have made a fool out of myself in the few instances there. I have annoyed some while others have annoyed me. I got to know some of my friends better. Some really believe in tough love eh? While other just indulge in self-pity.  I am really glad I went there. I also met kids who are not really kids at least those who hanged out with me… It was a meaningful experience. I will keep in touch with them because that is a promise i made to myself:)

Some one has left me and it’s really odd I am not going to emo about it but I think what mich told me today could be also related to friendships and all other significant relationships:) Thanks Mich and sorry for being a loser me:(

SO that’s all for now…